Another river of tears.


Stop crying little one. Stop thinking that you’re not enough. Stop hurting yourself with your pointless thoughts. Let’s stop this tears. 

Hug me Lord. Please do Hug me. 😞

I know you. You’ll just forgive him after. Tsss

Screaming Silently, I CAN DO THIS!


Screaming Silently, I CAN DO THIS!

Gosh! It has been years, or shall I say decades of being such a brat procrastinating princess!! I haven’t changed a bit. This is the big side of me that cant be proud of!

Tonight, which is one of those “I-wanna-die” moments , is giving me a hard time figuring out what to do first. And , instead of doing something, I just thiiiiiiiiiiiink a lot about UNIMPORTANT Fvcking THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!! Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhh~ I scream a lot and it makes me hate myself. Which, this is the same scene I always does every time deadline is approaching, like a zombie of those “Train To Busan” movie!!! And gosh, I’m catching my breath trying to save my life !

well, that’s all. I think, I can start one out of 100 now. 5hours left until tomorrow. πŸ˜€

I’m doomed!

Trying to be progressive! πŸ“ˆ


Been trying to finish my tasks for two days and didn’t accomplish anything. All I did is to waste my time and sleep!! I tried to work but i keep on thinking and doing other things. I had lose hope in finishing everything this weekend.

But with the power of too much pressure, I just finished it in 2hrs.